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[11 Oct 2007|07:09pm] i have the best life. ♥ to everyone in it for making it amazing. rebelxcore

[16 May 2006|09:39pm] ok, so whoever gave that counterfeit $20 tonight definitely gave us plenty of entertainment haha. i almost think it was worth it lol i ♥ you. 1 ♥ rebelxcore

[29 Mar 2006|06:42am] i just had a dream that we ended this year and then we were seniors NEXT year. i cried a lot in that dream lol and when i woke up, i thought it was true. i cannot take another year of high school, ahhh.. that was scary. i have to go find my inner-gangster now.. rebelxcore

[27 Mar 2006|02:28pm] i am so sick of being sick. i wish someone would find a cure for my diseases. even a cure for just one would be nice... i hate missing school because of this. i hope i won't miss this much in college.. ugh. 1 ♥ rebelxcore

[20 Mar 2006|10:15pm] [ mood | excited ] today we bought our sheets and towels and stuff for our dorm and set up our registry at linens and things for our graduation parties. we picked out our curtains and bathroom stuff, too! eeee, this is so exciting. i cannot wait to be at college... rebelxcore

[26 Feb 2006|04:50pm] SWEEEEEEEEET CAROLIIIIINE, BOM BOM BOMMMM, GOOD TIMES NEVER SEEMED SO GOOOOOOOOOOOOOD lol ♥. man, we are so special. rebelxcore

[26 Feb 2006|12:16am] dear IKEA: no other furniture store will ever make me as happy as you do. ♥, morgan. rebelxcore

[25 Feb 2006|03:19pm] [ mood | content ] [ music | sweet caroliiiiiine -- BK lounge. lol <3 ] oh mannn, am i the only person that's extremely excited for college? i can't wait to go, once i pick a school... i really like every one that i applied to, and i am sooo happy that they all accepted me and gave me scholarships, but i need to CHOOSE. and that is soooo difficult lol. probably right now i have it narrowed down to 2.. and probably most likely not northeastern because it's so POOR lol, i'm sorry but that school did NOT leave a good impression on me. poorly run, etc. etc. i am going back to UMASS AGAIN next saturday and to URI AGAIN next sunday... the reason i love them both is that they're so collegey and when i go to college i want to feel like i'm at college. which is why i could never go to school in the south or out west or anywhere.. new england is so well known for its colleges and for having great ones and that whole collegey atmosphere. to be honest i don't care what the classes are like and haven't really been looking into them that much. i know that i'll do fine in school wherever i go and that college will be what i make of it. and @ URI i will be with my bff jcotes and jooooe will be in his fifth year and he's my best bud and some other awesome people will be going up when i'm a sophomore.. and mrs. behringer is right there and i love her and am so close to her that it would be great to be right near her... so URI and UMASS, i guess. gahh, this is rambling. but really, my brain is doing this nonstop, the back-and-forth thingy... on another note, me and jcotes went to the mall over vaca and spent over $400 between the two of us. mannnn. and i got my car fixed! my headlight's alllll better. and i stayed at nicole's for like 3 nights lol and we made quesadillas. they were delicious. i love nicooooole. so later today i am heading up to IKEA, which is like the bestest store everrrrrr and i'm kind of excited. yeah, i am. i'm not bringing any money, though, so i can ignore the urge... i can't believe tonight's the last night of vacation, it flew... but i loved it alllll and i love YOU ♥ MUAH. 1 ♥ rebelxcore

[24 Feb 2006|08:01pm] [ mood | happy ] ♥ umass amherst. the end. 6 ♥ rebelxcore

[15 Feb 2006|06:51am] great valentine's day.. that's all <3 :) rebelxcore

[17 Jan 2006|07:24pm] woot, BK lounge employee of the month right heeeeere. money in my pocketttt!! sad how little things are exciting, huh? i need to go shower and do my FAFSA stuff so i can go to nicole's for the night.. bbl 3 ♥ rebelxcore

[15 Jan 2006|07:46pm] [ mood | pensive ] Cesaro401: and our friends think we're hurting eachother Cesaro401: but Cesaro401: they really dont know what's going on Cesaro401: so essentially Cesaro401: our 2 person relationship Cesaro401: turned into a 50 person war how & why... ps i like people who make me think. rebelxcore

[03 Jan 2006|03:35pm] [ mood | pleased ] [ music | Goo - Name ] hmmm.. it looks like some people did grow up this year and that makes me happy, because people SHOULD have something to say, and they should do it. and i like when they do. people can say "i love life. yeah, i know i'm hot." etc. etc. etc. but it always seems like these people are the ones that have nothing WORTH writing about, do you know what i'm saying? i think i'm going to have to talk to someone about this, but i'm not sure who, because i have some specific examples in mind in order to make this more understandable, but i don't want to stir anything up. i guess i really have two people left that i can talk to about anything, and the thing is, they were really the only 2 people that were there all along, even sometimes when i didn't want them there. the problem here is that at some point, i'm going to have to choose one or the other because of conflicting interest and no one can understand this, not at all, but it's pretty hard. how should i know, now, when i'm 17, which one i want to kick out of my life for good? i don't think i should have to, but i know i do... or maybe i don't? another thing i learned this year is not to listen what people say, and i really mean that when i say that now, because people talk, but look: i'm perfectly happy, happier than ever. erica said how she can't wait till the end of senior year, and i can't either. because, as fun as it is right now, when summer comes you can keep the people in your life that you truly want there and you don't owe anyone anything who shouldn't be in your life anymore. and you can watch others do it to you, too. i think once this year is over, everyone's lives are going to change a lot. and the ones who are afraid to face the real world are going to be miserable. and the ones who are already ready to leave high school and know how much better the world is outside of shs are going to be the ones, in the end, who are ultimately happiest. how did this get so long again lol? anyways, i know this year is gonna be awesome and i really really REALLY love the people that i have in my life right now ♥ and: winterball: limo... we have 8 people and we're going to take an 8 person unless somebody else wants to go. it's free; let me know ♥ PLUS: do you know how excited i am about who's going to winterball? pretty excited. and proud. a lot of people are going who i wouldn't expect to go or who have said before that they wouldn't go and i'm glad; i think they'll have fun :). 2 ♥ rebelxcore

[02 Jan 2006|10:47pm] [ mood | hmmmm ] [ music | dispatch - bats in the belfry ] isn't it funny when you realize what really matters? i think about how last year, i wanted to be more outgoing, be friends with everyone, and yeah, that was nice for awhile, but now i see that i have a few close close friends who are like amazing, and i'd so much rather have that. i realized that you shouldn't have to try hard to get people to be in your life, especially if they're not trying hard for you to be in theirs. which is why recently i've just kind of been like... hmm, not making efforts towards people in order to see who would make efforts towards me. i would have never expected it, but working at burger king has changed my perspective on life so much; it's made me so much more accepting of people and made me reevaluate who i was friends with. people that i hung out with in the beginning of this year were.. well, as mike put it, obnoxious. and although i got mad at him for saying that at the time, i know how true it is and i don't want to surround myself with people like that. everyone i have met through work, whether it's coworkers or managers or customers, has changed me so much. it's like.. you step into the real world -- no one that works at bk is trying super hard to impress anyone, which is what i love about them. we can go out after work looking like complete scrubs or we can get super dressed up and either way, we have the same amount of fun. i've learned not to stereotype AT ALL, and i'm glad i did before college because i know a lot of people, especially who i used to be friends with, who are so close-minded, so obnoxious, so full of themselves. everyone's changed through high school, and all for the better in their own eyes because, face it, everyone's striving to be THEIR version of perfect in THEIR eyes. you wouldn't try to be something you don't like or think is bad, would you? what kills me is the people that are trying TOO hard in high school to be something they're not, who will look back in 20 years and hate themselves. what i've basically realized is that i'm average and i don't want to be more or less. it's the best, really, because when you're on top, you have people below envying you, and when you're on the bottom, you have people to envy. and don't say you don't envy anyone and no one envies you, because that would be a complete lie. i'll be straightforward: i'm not ugly, and i know it. in fact, i know i'm prettier than a lot of people in our school. but do i write across my myspace "omg i'm so hot, i'm beautiful, look at me"? do i dress up every day for school, cover myself in makeup like SO many people, waste time trying to look perfect when it's not possible? no, because the truth is that i'm not the prettiest person, either. i'm not the smartest and i'm not the dumbest. i'm not the best driver and i'm not the worst. i wish people were more mature. there are people that i don't really like, but at least they're mature and i respect them for that and couldn't really not like them; i just don't agree with some stuff that they do. people are so, so fake. and that's what bothers me the most. customers at burger king can say "happy new year", "have a great day", or "i love your earrings", but your own friends can't. have you noticed that, anyone? nobody can just BE NICE anymore. why is that? it's so strange, i really can't figure it out. hmm, i'll continue this later. ps i'm going to vegas/houseboating/grandcanyon/trainride through the desert in july. should be different. and our graduation trip to florida in june is coming along nicely, as well. a bit extravagant, but we probably deserve it. this year has been a little hellish lol ♥ rebelxcore

[02 Jan 2006|11:19am] [ mood | content ] [ music | rose parade on t.v. ] yes, it's 2006. yes, we slept through midnight lol.. yes, we were stranded so we pretended that we were wicked cool, just the three of us. it was a fun new year's eve, though... wanted to go to erica's, but when your car continuously spins out, it's telling you something and you have to make the best of what you have left..... mike called me at 12:03 and said happy new year and i was like omg did i miss it? it was a little sad lol, but there's always next year. i can't believe it's 2006; for so many years we've been thinking about how we're the class of 2006 and now here it is and it's almost over.... soooo my college status is: i got accepted to every school i applied to and the only school i can't see myself going to right now is RIC. a few days ago i got accepted to URI on a full scholarship, which is exciting, because i'd love not having to pay anything back, and yeahhhh, a lot of people i know are going there that i love lol, but we'll see... i'm filling out FAFSA stuff right now because the only school i haven't gotten scholarships to is bryant, but i don't know if they sent them out yet? hmm... but greg's dad said that when your parent went there, they give you money (he went there yay) and so yes, but i don't know if i want to go there anyways. ahh, venting. too many choices. i'm not working again till friday, which is nice, because i still can't walk. i'm not gonna lie, i look pregnant when i walk, but at least it's "helping my hunch" lol as we put it. yeahhh, so, i'll see everyone tomorrow. i need to go do some homework right now. happy new year ♥ rebelxcore

gah [30 Dec 2005|10:25am] i haven't been on the computer in forever. it sucks spending vacation in bed and not being able to walk. really, it's wicked fun. i can only sit here for a few minutes, in which i will not be able to write the senior quotes (grrr) but this weekend i will have a computer in bed so i can do it then.. ummm, hmmm.. vacation basically consisted of lying on various couches, watching various movies and season 1 of laguna and re-decorating/arranging certain rooms.. from bed. so yesssss it's a blast, work's difficult like this but you know, ppl are cool so that helps. tomorrow's new year's eve, woohooooo! what is everyone doing? i remember last week people like weren't making plans so what is everyone's result. i got an un-understandable message from dan late last night. DAN, jeez. but hmmm he's not on so idk. and what did everyone do with their vacations? let me knooooow. my cell phone's having rage blackouts again so leave me a message on here. love youuuu, merry christmas and happy new year if i don't see you ♥ PS WHERE ARE YOU GOING ANTES DE WINTERBALL?! k ♥ 2 ♥ rebelxcore

stuff [27 Dec 2005|06:59pm] vacation's pretty fun. relaxing, and i like that... i've kind of been falling asleep everywhere, but it's fun. soooo, i've been accepted to 5 of the 6 colleges i applied to.. i'm still waiting to hear from URI. i've been accepted to UMass Amherst, UVM, Northeastern, RIC, and Bryant, all VIP and all Honors Colleges, so I'm excited.. but the thing is I love all of the schools... well, not RIC lol, but yeah. And I got a $14,000 scholarship to UVM and scholarships to the other ones.. not $14,000, but you know lol... The problem is I don't know where to goooo, ahh.. May 1st feels so close and I don't want to decide yettttt.. I just want to go to all of them. Somebody decide for me lol grrrr. 3 ♥ rebelxcore

lol yes. we love it. [23 Dec 2005|10:53am] lol this is sung to the tune of a christmas song that i can't think of the name of. so it probably won't be special at all, but we still love it. I work at burger king making flame broiled whoppers I wear paper hats Would you like an apple pie with thaaaaaat? Would you like an apple pie with thaaaaaat? Ding fries are done Ding fries are done Ding fries are done Ding fries are done I gotta run I gotta run I gotta run I gotta run Don't bob for fries in hot vat it really hurts bad And so do skin grafts Would you like an apple pie with thaaaaaat? Would you like an apple pie with thaaaaaat? Where is the bell? Wait for the bell Can't hear the bell Where is the bell? Ding fries are done Ding fries are done Ding fries are done Ding fries are done I work at burger king making flame broiled whoppers I wear paper hats Would you like an apple pie with thaaaaaat? Would you like an apple pie with thaaaaaat? Ding fries are done Ding fries are done Ding fries are done Ding fries are done sooo yeah. i'm 3 for 3 on college acceptances at the moment... the deadlines to hear back from the other 3 are coming up.. i'm nervous about northeastern and not at all about URI/RIC, i just hope i got the scholarships that i wanted from them or else there will be absolutely no chance that i would want to go there lol. i did get my scholarships from the other three, though.. this year is going by SO fast. idk yet if i'm happy or sad about that.. 2 ♥ rebelxcore

perfect ending to a perfect weekend... [18 Dec 2005|10:08pm] Status of the application for Morgan Partington Your application for undergraduate admission to UMass Amherst for the Fall 2006 semester was processed by our office on October 25, 2005. As of December 18, 2005, the status of your application is: accepted to your first choice major(click here for more info) - Undeclared . In recognition of your outstanding academic record, we are also inviting you to become part of our Commonwealth College honors program. This distinction places you among the top 5% of this year's entering class and is truly a testimony to your intellectual and personal strengths. i am so so so happy. more later about this weekend, including christmasball and babysitting zachary, yay. BK lounge christmas party tomorrow night woot woooot! 2 ♥ rebelxcore

[17 Dec 2005|10:31am] i'm so tired. yesterday was fun. i slept late, picked greg up at school, worked 2:30-9, and went out to dinner with jcote and jend. they're amazing; i love them with all my heart. today i'm wicked tired. i think i already said that. i wish i didn't lose important letters from colleges lol. i have to go clean my room, maybe i will find them then. i have to go get my nails, hair, and eyebrows done. and go to the bank. crap. and shower/shave my legs because yeah, that's necessary. and find some shoes and a pocketbook and crap jewelry. there's never enough time in the day. we're going to the BK lounge before christmas ball, of course, because we love them lol. good times. so tired. have a nice weekend ♥ rebelxcore

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